Tuesday, May 31, 2011 ; 9:13 PM
i want to be very close to someone I respect and admire and have somebody who feels the same way about me.
I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other then it is beautiful.If not, it can't be helped.
The first thing you must know about me is that I always stand what I stand for. Good? The second thing you must know about yourself listening to me is that words are tricky. So when you know what me a stand for, when me explain a thing to you, you must never try to look 'pon it in a different way from what me a stand for.
I'm not going to hurt anybody other than that dick who keeps writing songs about me.
Sunday, May 1, 2011 ; 10:09 AM
We can never turn back the pages of time .
In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.
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Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? And didn't you wish that you could go back into time when everything seemed so much simpler and carefree? Those are songs that are the soundtrack of our lives... the ones that bring back childhood memories, best friends, first love, first heartbreak... the memories.awwww~
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Saturday, April 30, 2011 ; 1:33 PM
I look at him as a brother, then I realized I loved him.
When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...
I just want you to be happy dear ~
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Friday, April 29, 2011 ; 12:27 AM
The times in life, that seems to be the worst, always turn out for the best!
It's like I realized that way down inside, I've always been lonely for something. But I don't know what for.Btw , I'm NOT being emotional ok. It's like everybody in the world want's something. Only they never really know exactly what it is , they just keep finding out what it's not. You know how, when you turn off the TV or you come out of some concert, and everything just feels empty? Like you thought that would be what you wanted, and then it wasn't?
People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain. Well I've tried that I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles and what I've learned is that when it hurts this much inside your heart always has a way of showing it no matter how many masks you wear.
I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get though anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.
As time goes by , life has a way of rearranging itself. People enter your life , and inevitably , they leave as well. Things have tendency to happen that can turn your world upside down. You'll come to realize eventually , that even though things are different , you are as well.
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Monday, March 14, 2011 ; 10:17 PM
True friend
My Bmc School Private friends...Friends with bad history in the past...Friends that can be trusted and understand me soo well..Friend that accept me just the way i am ...And cheer me up when im down..They've got a million ways to make me laugh.My dearest will always be remember..I love you guys..:)
Saturday, March 5, 2011 ; 12:18 PM
Welcome to earth my dearest niece...Alhamduliah my sis deliver this child safely...on the thursday 1.14pm..may u grow up and become a beautiful and a good girl ok dear.. I'm gonna be a good aunty for you ...syggg kamu dear ...
Saturday, February 26, 2011 ; 6:19 PM
Our Life in this Story
Our Life in this Story
One day of the many
Days
There was a man traveling on a trip with his Wife and Kids
And on the way he met someone standing in the roadway
So he asked him:
Who are you?
He said:
I am the money
So the man asked his wife and kids : Should we ask him to ride with us?
They said together: Yes of course because with the money it can help us if we wanted to do anything, and if we wanted to get anything we desired
So they took the Money to ride with
them
And the vehicle continued its way until the man met someone else on the r oad
So the Father asked:
Who are you? He said:
I am the high position and power
So the father asked his wife and kids : Should we ask him to ride with us?
So they all answered together in one voice:
Yes of course because with the high position and power we have the ability to do anything we want and own anything we desired.
So they took the high position and power with them
And the vehicle continued to finish its trip
And likewise he met in the same manner many people which give the pleasures and desires of this life, UNTIL .....They met one person on the way.....
The Father asks him:
Who are you?
He said:
I am the Deen (Islam)
So the father, wife, and kids said all together in one voice: No no...this isn't the time, we desire the pleasures of this life and dunyah, and the Deen will prevent us and ban us from these things and it will take control over us, and we will be worn-out from being loyal to it and its learning....And the halal and the Haram, and this thing prayer and that thing hijab, and this fasting , and and and and and etc... It will be a burden upon us!!!
Buuuuut from what is certain is that we will definitely return for you to pick you up but only after we enjoy this life and everything in it.
So sadly....they left him behind and the vehicle continued its trip.
And out of no where something appeared in the middle of the road
It was a check point in the road and it had a sign saying STOP!!!
And they found a man gesturing for the father to get out of the vehicle
So the man said to the father: The trip has ended as far as you are concerned!!!!
And it is upon you to get out and come with me.
One day of the many
Days
There was a man traveling on a trip with his Wife and Kids
And on the way he met someone standing in the roadway
So he asked him:
Who are you?
He said:
I am the money
So the man asked his wife and kids : Should we ask him to ride with us?
They said together: Yes of course because with the money it can help us if we wanted to do anything, and if we wanted to get anything we desired
So they took the Money to ride with
them
And the vehicle continued its way until the man met someone else on the r oad
So the Father asked:
Who are you? He said:
I am the high position and power
So the father asked his wife and kids : Should we ask him to ride with us?
So they all answered together in one voice:
Yes of course because with the high position and power we have the ability to do anything we want and own anything we desired.
So they took the high position and power with them
And the vehicle continued to finish its trip
And likewise he met in the same manner many people which give the pleasures and desires of this life, UNTIL .....They met one person on the way.....
The Father asks him:
Who are you?
He said:
I am the Deen (Islam)
So the father, wife, and kids said all together in one voice: No no...this isn't the time, we desire the pleasures of this life and dunyah, and the Deen will prevent us and ban us from these things and it will take control over us, and we will be worn-out from being loyal to it and its learning....And the halal and the Haram, and this thing prayer and that thing hijab, and this fasting , and and and and and etc... It will be a burden upon us!!!
Buuuuut from what is certain is that we will definitely return for you to pick you up but only after we enjoy this life and everything in it.
So sadly....they left him behind and the vehicle continued its trip.
And out of no where something appeared in the middle of the road
It was a check point in the road and it had a sign saying STOP!!!
And they found a man gesturing for the father to get out of the vehicle
So the man said to the father: The trip has ended as far as you are concerned!!!!
And it is upon you to get out and come with me.
The father was shocked with fear and didn't say a word.
So the man said to him: I am searching for the DEEN. Is he with you?
He answered: No I left him not too far back.... So if you can let me go back, I can get him for you :)
You do not have the ability to go back, your trip has ended and there is no going back now..... returning is impossible said the man
Um uh...but but... I have The Money, The high position and power, My Wife, My Kids, and and and and and and on.
The man said to him: They will not benefit you nor will they protect you in front of Allah.... Not one bit!
And you will leave all of this, and not one of them will help you except for The Deen ...you know? The one which YOU left back in the road.
So the father asked: And who are you exactly?
I AM DEATH
The one which you were heedless of and didn't take into account in your trip!!
The father looked at his vehicle and found his wife taking control of it and continuing the trip with all of its passengers but him
And none of them stayed with him, and none of them helped him in any way.
His Majesty said:
"Say: If it be that your fathers, your sons, your brothers, your mates, or your kindred; the wealth that ye have gained; the commerce in which ye fear a decline: or the dwellings in which ye delight - are dearer to you than Allah, or His Messenger, or the striving in His cause;- then wait until Allah brings about His decision: and Allah guides not the rebellious." Qur'an 9:24
And Allah the Majestic said:
"Every soul shall have a taste of death: And only on the Day of Judgment shall you be paid your full recompense. Only he who is saved far from the Fire and admitted to the Garden will have attained the object (of Life): For the life of this world is but goods and chattels of deception." Qur'an 3:185
