Friday, April 29, 2011 ; 12:27 AM
The times in life, that seems to be the worst, always turn out for the best!
It's like I realized that way down inside, I've always been lonely for something. But I don't know what for.Btw , I'm NOT being emotional ok. It's like everybody in the world want's something. Only they never really know exactly what it is , they just keep finding out what it's not. You know how, when you turn off the TV or you come out of some concert, and everything just feels empty? Like you thought that would be what you wanted, and then it wasn't?
People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain. Well I've tried that I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles and what I've learned is that when it hurts this much inside your heart always has a way of showing it no matter how many masks you wear.
I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get though anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.
As time goes by , life has a way of rearranging itself. People enter your life , and inevitably , they leave as well. Things have tendency to happen that can turn your world upside down. You'll come to realize eventually , that even though things are different , you are as well.
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